Saturday, March 13, 2004
each day it seems we're closer to goin back to normal..the teasing..the suaning.. the insulting..its all back..if its here to stay i dunno..
i dun wanna get my hopes up..high hopes are dashed easier..and when dashed..hurt more..if you apply physics..tall targets fall prey to lightning easier than short targets..
from the start..i knew it cld nv happen..even u said it wld take a miracle..its not that i dun believe in miracles..but i dun believe tt God wld perform miracles to encourage a sin..so..frm the start i knew it wus impossible..i knew what i felt wld nv be returned..so i nv had my hopes up high..i didnt even haf hopes..when i heard ure accidental "confession"..it wus painful..but expected.. it wus jus lyk placing a knife back where it had cut..it jus served as a reminder tt the cut wus still there..
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9:31 PM